Can't really think right now when some units doing renovations and pounding away. My kid is asleep, love it when I have him all to myself. Menguji kesabaran sungguh! In a good way of course. :)

Esok cuti FT, I should take advantage of this. Perhaps settle some bills, unbox some boxes, I don't know. Or sleep in. Rasa mahu jadi cocoon sahaja sejak akhir-akhir ini.

Gonna take a nap for a bit. Later nak kena drive jauh. Ouh.

So my blog went missing for 10 days. I didn't know whether I should laugh or cry. I've always had a love-hate relationship with blogging, I want to be heard, but not by many; sometimes I just want to rant without sounding stupid; most of the time I want to rant and not be judged for the stuff I've said here. Guess I can't win at everything. Tapi I won't lie - saya ada sedikit gelabah apabila blog hilang. But in case it goes missing again, fret not, it might come back. Unless I decided to go dramatic and quit internet altogether (tapi saya masih tidak boleh hidup tanpa twitter). I suppose I still need this space whether I like it or not. I have short-term memory (self-diagnosed, bukan kata pakar) jadi from time to time I'd go back to my archive and reminisce about kisah zaman dahulu.

I'm 32 weeks pregnant now. Panic attack mula melanda. I don't know why this second pregnancy seems scarier than the first. *sad face*

Oh wow I can't believe my eyes I got my blog back!

Something worth reflecting- about this whole 'losing your blog' saga. Maybe later.

Tahun ini tahun memperbaiki kekhilafan kewangan. Insya-Allah tanjah!

Lately I find myself fighting for my kids's kasih sayang with this smelly cow. Mr. Boo. Geram pun ada because he's very attached with it. Yang kelakarnya, he's always forgetting mana dia campak Boo (most of the time in the kitchen). Bila kid Rumi makan nasi, he will feed Boo as well. Kalau dia tumpahkan air, Boo yang kena lap-kan. Bila he sees something that he likes, he will make Boo kiss it. So yeah, you can imagine how comot this cow is. If I ask my kid for a kiss, he will make Boo kiss me, euw euw euw. In other words, pagi petang siang malam dengan Boo. Dalam swimming pool je he will forget about Boo momentarily. Ngggghhh.

Konsert Super Junior this year is confirmed on the 21st of March. I'm due on 25th March.
*cries a river*

A parent should never bury their own child

 

Against everybody's advice today, I went to the funeral of my colleague's 4 months-old gorgeous baby girl. We sit next to each other at work, and setiap hari pasti kami akan bertukar-tukar cerita anak-anak kami. Sejak mendapat berita semalam, I couldn't believe my ears and I thought I was imagining things. Sehingga pagi ini bila kami sampai di rumahnya, dan sekujur badan kecil menanti di ruang tamu, ya Allah, akhirnya terpaksa menerima hakikat bahawa baby Deanna sudah dipanggil oleh Yang Maha Esa dan diangkat ke syurga.

 

It was a classic case of kematian berpunca dari tersedak susu di rumah babysitter. Terlalu mengharukan apabila the mother was the one who discovered her, already blue, di rumah babysitter (the babysitter thought that arwah was sleeping). It's just so unacceptable how people can be so careless.

 

Semoga my colleague tabah menghadapi dugaan yang begitu besar sebegini. Al-Fatihah.

Cerita aftermath bag kena ragut - well, got my C1MB credit card statement and wahlau penyangak2 itu sudah swipe saya punya card di Shell station sebanyak 200 bucks! There was a gap about an hour before I could block the card and now I have to fill up a dispute form to get my money back. Ah, more forms to fill, more time on the phone with the customer service.

Cit1bank said there was attempt to swipe my card as well, on 2 separate days (at the same Shell too). *Sigh*

It's unfortunate that both banks are unable to detect which rangkaian (?) Shell it was otherwise I would have done my own investigation thingy. Beli apa di Shell dengan harga RM200?

Semalam kami ke MidValley to get a new smartphone for me. Aduh sales assistants di Malaysia ni kenapa lah kamu kurang mesra dengan pelanggan! Whatever. If I tak pregnant I would have said to his face "sorry I tak jadi beli, service you teruk" but I needed to buy my phone. *sigh*

First post of 2011.

We went to IKEA in the morning, dengan satu juta rakyat Malaysia yang lain. Grabbed whatever came my way - dengan budak hyper yang berkaki ayam and refused to stay in shopping cart. Haihhh penat!

We are finally sleeping at our new loft tonight, which feels great!

I don't really have much to say right now but I pray that everyone will have a safe and prosperous 2011! God bless.

/n.