Happy birthday Mama

Happy birthday Mama, I'm sorry I couldn't do more for your when you were still around but I hope you are doing well. I want to write more but I don't want to cry. Al-Fatihah.

weekday view

The billboard says 'Hello. Mother misses you.' Hurts my heart every single day. Miss my Mama.

Mama.

At a lunch meeting today one of my CEOs said to me "I'm truly sorry about your loss" and for a second I thought what loss?

Thing is I am constantly thinking about Mama and while it's starting to hurt less (but I don't want it to hurt any lesser) she is always in my mind. 

Today I am thinking about her obsession with tomato juice. She used to drink it religiously because she wanted to lose weight. Think I was in primary school back then. 

Maybe I should get myself a can of tomato juice tomorrow.