korban

Couldn't sleep and it's 3am in the morning. The heat is unbearable these days. As I lay in my marital bed thinking if I should force myself to sleep or read, I forced myself to get up instead. Washed the dishes and turned on YouTube to watch some Korean vlogs. I like watching them, they're so aesthetically pleasing but I can't imagine the amount of time they spent just filming and editing.  

Now I'm googling for Korean freezer containers and cooking pans. Drats. 

Question, those who got their heart broken, does it pains you to see your old photos? Especially photos of the time you thought you're at your happiest but when you think about it again, this was also the exact time when your happiness was being ripped apart without you even knowing it? And by now, it's already too late. 

Hari Raya Korban this year brings a whole new meaning altogether. It is unsavory, but you can either choose to fight this battle or resign to fate altogether. Anyways, off to bed. Gonna check out some of the useless things in my Shopee cart - an Apple pen, more stickers, some Nordic home decors, pants for the boys of the list is endless.

Book update: A Little Life is slowly and sure draining my emotions.