Photos from 6 years ago in JKT emerged on my IG. THIS IS WHY I SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE BACK TO IG.
This was the year my bestfriend and I fell out out. I went to JKT and lived my live until 2021 without a clue that you would sleep with her (oh multiple times?). Without a clue that you have been on her side, not mine. And I couldn't stop thinking about this - you gave me physical space not because you respected my request as a good husband, but because you can always go to her.
Just need to get this out of my chest. Please don't hate me for writing about it here. I can't afford a therapist.
