Thursday, June 29, 2017

Raya 2017, done.


Can't sleep. We're back from Alor Gajah and the weather in KL is no help. Had a good Raya so far. Well, I'm still bummed that we had to forego going back to KB this year but that's okay. KB will always be there. I can always make a trip up there sooner or later.

Before going to bed, DH asked me: "what are your plans tomorrow?"
Ya Allah, tak bestnya soalan ni. Er, standard answers: cook. look for a job. kemas rumah.
But at the back of my head I am getting nervous. very nervous. 
while i am enjoying this SAHM stint, I am hoping i'll get a job soon.

Dah nak masuk July dah ni. Guess I just need to push myself a little bit harder.

I can do this!

Tuesday, June 06, 2017

a slight bump


I got laid off effective 1 June 2017. Bulan Ramadhan nonetheless and last week i kept thinking how on earth did I get from being a star performer at a banking job to losing a job in a maritime industry? I'm done being sad and dejected last week and I'm hoping my friends and family are done being angry on my behalf.

I bought a new laptop last Saturday and finally opened it yesterday. Can't waste much time moping and the CV is not gonna update itself, kan?

This is my journey to find a new if not better, job.  Have faith.