Pada tanggal 1 Syawal yang lalu kami telah memulangkan our 17-year old nephew Syafiq Danial kepada Yang Maha Esa. Berakhir sudah deritanya, dan bermulalah hidup kami tanpa Danial who brought so much joy to our lives.
I didn't want to post this entry because I don't think I have the strength to do it. But I wanted to share with everyone my first photo with him, a picture that one of my nieces found in my grandmother's house after we buried him. Terubat sedikit remuk di hati ini. I miss him so much, and my family and some friends would understand why I am most affected by this. He was like a son to me.
I haven't been able to grief properly – which I think is a good thing, otherwise by now I would have lost my mind. But sometimes I allow myself some moment of weakness – a good cry while driving home from work or a random call to any friend who is unlucky enough to hear my silent cry on the phone. I just needed to cry.
Sorry, wish I can write a longer post. Terlalu rindu pada Danial, but he's in a better place now and we all need to move on and live through our wonderful memories with him. Al-Fatihah.
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